Today, is Danzer's first birthday! I've been weepy ALL day long and have cried more than once. It was a wonderful day. Not filled with a lot of fuss, just spending time with my little man. I've been reflecting all day of the past year and what an immense blessing Danzer has been in our family. Words cannot describe the overwhelming feelings of love, adoration, and pure happiness he has brought into my life. I never knew that such a small little person could bring so much love. He is not only one of the happiest babies I've ever seen, but his personality is so amazing. He loves everyone, even a complete stranger... he will raise his hand and say "Hi!" and wave. I understand now the enormous amount of love that a mother can have for her son. I've watched a man turn into an amazing, wonderful, and dear father. Nothing touches my heart more to see how much Danzer adores and loves his daddy. I am extremely grateful to my Heavenly Father for Danzer. It is a blessing beyond this world. He is straight from Heaven. I know, with all my heart, that Danzer lived with us before this life, and that we will be together for eternity after this life. How incredibly grateful I am for this immense blessing. I will be with this sweet boy forever. Mothering has been more than I had ever anticipated. More wonderful than I ever thought possible. More challenging than I ever dreamed. And more sacred than I ever imagined. For this, I am eternally grateful. Danzer Jack, your mommy and daddy love you more than you will EVER know. We are always here for you.... to laugh with you... to lift you up when you are sad.... and to be your biggest fans! You rock bubba! Happy Birthday!
